Me-me-me!

I'm much too familiar with the pain lurking my belly, waking me up at 5am, making me go to the bathroom every 5 minutes. It is the pain that asks for medicine, it doesn't ever listen to me.

I am going through strange times. When I think or feel I arrived at myself, within minutes I find I am still too far away. The puzzle becomes larger and larger. At times, I find it hard to explain to myself, why I am bothering to solve it. Sometimes I think there is no 'better me', there is just me.